Thursday, December 07, 2006


Screw this I hate... Hate everything. Bloody parents and.. Everyone.. they think nothing of me.. and why do grades matter so much to everyone? Just coz I get shit, or not as great as 'her' doesn't mean I can't do other things.

Ppl only seem to care when its affecting them. Anything else, I have to fix, or redo, or be incharge of. Not necesarrily co i want to. Coz I have to, I cant let ppl down.

I dont wanna do anything today.I dont wanna go shopping for anyhting, i dont wana get outta the house, but NO i have to, coz this stuff has to be done. and it wont be unless someone will go and do it. And no one else will.

and? I hate Brad. He is the worst leader of all. He is so damn disorganised, and i dont learn a thing. which defeats the purpose. He thinks he's so great, and goes around dissmissing everything our group says 'been there, done that'.

They think they can do it all. Yeah. sif. I dont care anymore. I dont care abotu anything. all this shit is getting to me, and i dont wanna think about it anymore. Don't wanna think abotu anything anymore.

i hate it
so much.

i hate hate hate.

HATE.

Infact,

I wanna ... do something... violent.

I dont want it.

I dont care.

One day I'm gunna explode with it all. Or jump off a cliff, or run away.

I hate the world.

and almost eveyrhting in it.

U know what else? I can't even stand her voice. It reflects everything I'm not.

posted by lilshortiy @ 3:34 PM





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